I am going to make my child an email address,
and send an email daily explaining my feelings, my love.
This will continue on throughout their childhood-
the funny things they did that day,
pictures to remember and hilarious things they said.
Then i’ll give them the password once they are old enough to appreciate it
That’s the most beautiful idea..
Sometimes you need to remind yourself that you were the one who carried you through the heartache. You are the one who sits with the cold body on the shower floor, and picks it up. You are the one who feeds it, who clothes it, who tucks it into bed, and you should be proud of that. Having the strength to take care of yourself when everyone around you is trying to bleed you dry, that is the strongest thing in the universe.
I absolutely needed to read that.